why i’m letting myself off the hook

Here’s the thing. Even if I make the wrong decision, I have to trust that God’s got this, regardless of me. Isn’t that what He’s about?

Taking our humanity and making it holy.

I have to trust that is what will happen here. I don’t know what the right decision is. I’m not even sure if there is a right decision.

I do believe that if I am seeking Him the decision is irrelevant.

Is that what this is all about? The seeking. I have to believe that if I am seeking Him and His will, I am in the right place. There can’t be a wrong path. Maybe one will look different from the other. Maybe one will lead back to the other. Maybe there will be different hills and valleys. But if I am seeking and listening, and I make a decision to act in faith, how can I go wrong?

Either way, I can’t see the mountain top through the clouds. Maybe that’s the part that really irritates me. As much as I think I have control by choosing a path, I can’t have that much control because I can’t see where it leads. It’s a Spirit led guess.

                     At best, it’s an opportunity to walk in glory;

                                   At worst, it’s an opportunity to walk in redemption.

Sounds like a win-win to me.

So, yeah. I’m letting myself off the hook. The hook isn’t His anyway….why would I want to be there? Any path sounds better than the hook.